The Dark Wind howls...
Saturday, April 20, 2024
Monday, June 12, 2023
This is Still Here?
Huh.
This thing is still here.
*Blows dust off of blog and then precedes to cough and hack., hack and cough, and any further combination of the two things.*
Some days I wonder if the world would be better if I simply fade away into obscurity.
Other days I feel the pounding, the draw, and the need to not just Be but Create and Share and Ignite.
Someone once told me it was never too late to start moving in the right direction. Honestly, it has been so long since I felt a certainty about a certainty, but maybe the time is the time is right.
Maybe.
If nothing else I need to do some dusting...
Saturday, December 3, 2022
For Who May Come and See
For God's sake, if you are leaving me a comment and want me to contact you, LEAVE MORE INFORMATION SO YOU CAN BE FOUND!
All the comments are moderated so information is protected and not posted.
At the bloody least, make an account before you send the comment so I can attempt finding you and sending a message in someway or another.
Wondering and Wandering
I check here, rarely.
I used to post, frequently.
I struggle to make sense of comments left but never posted...
Hope and hoping but... so much has been in shade, never seeing light, maybe never even passing into life...
What was, what is, what is forever the now...
But, was it real?
Did you feel as I did?
Do I dare wonder and hope it might have been more... or truth?
I know to come back with any hope is foolish.
I dare dream, I dare wonder.
I know it's a fool's errand, yet I return.
I hope.
Monday, June 27, 2022
Rumors of Another World
Despite my body's best effort, I am someone still alive.
I wonder how you are.
I wonder if you are okay.
I wonder how often you smile at the everyday.
Of course, I wonder if you ever think of me.
Are there any good or happy thoughts?
Or is it just the worst parts of me?
Regardless, I wish you nothing but love and peace. You deserve only to be happy and to find daily joy.
Maybe, just maybe, I'll stop beating myself up.
But in reality, I doubt it can ever be that easy.
Monday, October 26, 2020
Life after Life After Death
Long time no post.
I wonder if anyone still comes here...anyone wonder what happened to me.
The old me has died several times already.
There are many benefits to dying.
Life is more dark and broken than I ever knew as a child.
But there is also so much more Light.
I miss you all.
Please drop me a line.
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Friday, February 7, 2014
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Monday, February 3, 2014
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Friday, January 31, 2014
Past and Now
Friday, January 24, 2014
Sometimes it seems to me as if I'm just being used.
Gotta stay awake, gotta try and shake off this creeping malaise.
If I don't stand my own ground, how can I find my way out of this
maze?
Deaf, dumb, and blind, you just keep on pretending
That everyone's expendable and no-one has a real friend.
And it seems to you the thing to do would be to isolate the winner
And everything's done under the sun,
And you believe at heart, everyone's a killer.