So much has imploded over the last few months.
In a twist of irony, I have peace because so much of it has been caused by me being a fool and deserving of stuff blowing up.
I have more peace now than I did months or even years ago.
So much is in chaos and there is so much more bad I deserve... yet it seems things may improve.
May, being the operative word.
However, if things get worse, I am at peace because I deserve the worst and am grateful for any good.
