Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Day 6

Day 6

Building the skeleton.

According to my wikipedia based research, basic anatomy states that if we didn't have bones we would be floppy masses of ickyness. Keeping this thought in mind (as well as my ship analogy) I spent most of yesterday and todays writing attempting to make a generalized skeleton outline for my story. Trying to get a better understanding for what the highs and the lows of my novel are.

I'm still not exactly sure what is going on.

There is a lot of general confusion and chaos and in ways I am getting vague glimpses as to what may be going on. On the plus side I'm only a few thousand words behind now and I think I may be caught up by tomorrow...hopefully at least.

Oh well no more time to talk! I'm needed back in surgery!

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Personal side note: Odds are that Obama is not the Antichrist...just saying.
God I'm so tired right now. I'm exhausted...I feel sick and I just want to find a good spot to curl up and die in.

What am I doing here?

I feel like I'm stretched too thin and that any moment I'll just fade into nothing.
A big noveling hiccup I keep having is feeling so darn self conscious about what I'm writing.
You have to love how the American election happened the day before Guy Fawkes day.

Day Five

Day Five

If one does not know to which port one is sailing, no wind is favorable.
-Seneca

I've been told there are two kinds of writers: those who run a planned course and those who run hysterically yelping through the streets wearing only their birthday suits. Personally I like to think I fall somewhere in between.

When beginning a project I like to have an idea about where I am going and what exactly it is I am trying to do. Typically I have a beginning and end already in mind but the problem is navigating between the two points.

I've started by throwing my hapless heroes onto this alien world and their simple goal is to find one another and get back home before everything they know is destroyed. To me what makes a story good is what happens between the beginning and the end. The goals they have to make, the challenges they must overcome and the tensions in their relationships with one another.

But even the best charted course can be thrown off by ill favoring winds. It is looking like I'm going to have to break out the oars and manually row myself to some literary island where I can find some inspiring material...and maybe some pineapples.
I'm sad to hear Michael Crichton died...I'm still not very concerned about politics...but really, we have lost of the best contemporary authors we had...
I'm so angry.
I hate who I am, the weakness I exhibit.
The fact I speak of love when all I am is hate.
That I talk of purity
but gladly embrace lust at the closest second.

I hate you.
I hate life.
I hate this life.
This infection burning inside my veins
demanding I rob life from those around me.