Wondering and Wandering

I check here, rarely.

I used to post, frequently.

I struggle to make sense of comments left but never posted...

Hope and hoping but... so much has been in shade, never seeing light, maybe never even passing into life...

What was, what is, what is forever the now...

But, was it real?

Did you feel as I did?

Do I dare wonder and hope it might have been more... or truth?

I know to come back with any hope is foolish.

I dare dream, I dare wonder.

I know it's a fool's errand, yet I return.

I hope.