*sigh*

Utter mind melt down.

Yet again.

Yikes.

"Kamikaze" - Five Iron Frenzy

Silent Night Sky Ablaze

This hope is starting to blossom into flames, tendrils wrapping around fear and ego; consuming them in brilliant flickers of dark blue.

This forthcoming peace and love...oh how they burn with such brilliance in this dark night.

The shadows are chased away by your brilliance and love oh God and how mighty is the dark. But hope prevails in that your love manifests itself in every breath and heart beat of the singular moment.

My life is short but a small breath before this body will be consumed by the rising night but now, oh now I see the sunrise. The beauty of your light in this broken and twisted world we are both products and creators of.

The light burns away the shadowy mist and pierces this heart that was cast in metal long ago. This heart broken by shattered dreams and betrayed love, a heart reforged in the darkest depths to avoid Your gaze but oh how the droplets of blood fall on this fetid thing, hidden in mask and how your love breaks it once again.

Only You, it is only You that still makes my heart flutter and beat for life in this broken world. It's only your light that gives hope to my these red tear stained eyes. It's only by Your life that I can live again, that beyond this mortal coil.

Baptize me with your love, once again, make this broken day new again. Remove the bright red stains of hypocrisy from my lips and carry me from this field of dying dreams and broken bodies. This cemetery plot that beckons me to abandon hope and love in exchange for senseless apathy.

Don't let me fall to the wayside, please carry me to whatever end you see as best.

To this day nobody can move me, nobody can move you like You do.

Seeing the Sun at Night

I could complain...but in a lot of ways...what is the point?

It is nice to feel grateful for something...even though it isn't exactly what I wish it could have been.

It's nice to feel some sincerity in my voice...while talking to You...for a change.