I hate feeling alone, jealous and confused. Over what?

I don't even know...

I don't know how much more of this I can take. *sigh*

So many thoughts and emotions at once...I'm so upset...and tired...and hurting.

Physical, emotional, mental pains...all just wrapped up in one neat annoying package.

I almost want to throw up to get the taste of it all out of my mouth.

If at all possible I need to stop slamming my head against this wall.