"When the World Ends" - Dave Matthews Band

...disappointment....disappointment...disappointment...

...practice, practice, practice...

Hate, much like ignorance and willing stupidity, is habit of which it is hard to break.

"Invictus" - Brave Saint Saturn

I've been breaking my back
Only to show You how very lost one can be
And bitterness fires through me
The brilliance that was is flickering cold
Slowly burning to ash
I'm choking on pride, I'm closing my eyes
Till one day I'm scared to go back

You part the shadows
Light of the world
Destroy the blindness
Peace eternal

Take this broken heart
If it brings You praise
Take this beaten soul
Shivering hands I will raise
Hope unstoppable
Sing the morning sun:
'Wake up, oh sleeper
The daylight has come'

You are, You are
Invincible
You are, You are
Unbreakable

Take this broken heart
If it brings you praise
(You part the shadows)
Take this beaten soul
Shivering hands I will raise
(Light of the world)
Hope unstoppable
Sing the morning sun:
(Destroy the blindness)
'Wake up, oh sleeper
The daylight has come'
(Peace eternal)

You are, You are
Invincible
You are, You are
Unbreakable

I've been breaking my back
Only to show You how very lost one can be

Esoteric Playground

This is me and this is you.
I'm hoping for peace and praying for understanding.

I'm even sure about...about...
I'm just not sure.
The more I hear this the further
the further the confusion.

Good God, when does this end?
I'm carrying poison in my veins,
playing at being Messiah
while carrying this broken hope.
Lies I can never cease to love
as I long to break free,
run free
into some hope.

Freedom from hate,
freedom from lies
freedom from the pain.

και εστιν αυτη η αγγελια ην ακηκοαμεν απ αυτου και αναγγελλομεν υμιν οτι ο θεος φως εστιν και σκοτια ουκ εστιν εν αυτω ουδεμια

Such lofty hope.

I'm a bad friend.

I hate going to wedding...either in person or in my dreams.