For Who May Come and See

For God's sake, if you are leaving me a comment and want me to contact you, LEAVE MORE INFORMATION SO YOU CAN BE FOUND!

All the comments are moderated so information is protected and not posted. 

At the bloody least, make an account before you send the comment so I can attempt finding you and sending a message in someway or another.

Wondering and Wandering

I check here, rarely.

I used to post, frequently.

I struggle to make sense of comments left but never posted...

Hope and hoping but... so much has been in shade, never seeing light, maybe never even passing into life...

What was, what is, what is forever the now...

But, was it real?

Did you feel as I did?

Do I dare wonder and hope it might have been more... or truth?

I know to come back with any hope is foolish.

I dare dream, I dare wonder.

I know it's a fool's errand, yet I return.

I hope.

Rumors of Another World

Despite my body's best effort, I am someone still alive.

I wonder how you are.

I wonder if you are okay.

I wonder how often you smile at the everyday.

Of course, I wonder if you ever think of me.

Are there any good or happy thoughts?

Or is it just the worst parts of me?

Regardless, I wish you nothing but love and peace. You deserve only to be happy and to find daily joy.

Maybe, just maybe, I'll stop beating myself up.

But in reality, I doubt it can ever be that easy.