"Moment of Surrender" - U2

I have nothing.
I am broken.
I have no words Father.
My world has been turned upside down and I have been found wanting.
My faith is so weak.
So easily disturbed and broken.

If you want me, just send me.
Throw me in whatever direction you want.
I just don't care.
I don't care anymore.

I don't want to care anymore.
I want this broken and fetid thing that pretends to be a heart, I want it to just die.
No more Lord.
Please.