Ecclesiastes 6

"The more words you speak, the less they mean. So what good are they?

In the few days of our meaningless lives, who knows how our days can best be spent? Our lives are like a shadow. Who can tell what will happen on this earth after we are gone?"
-Ecclesiastes 6:11-12

I'll be brief.
I love You.
I feel like a perpetual screw up with no chance...but You take a chance on me and choose to love me day in and day out...there is nothing more I could ever ask than that so thank you.

I do not know what it will take for me to start believing in me...but that You believe in me when all I want is for things to end and for life to be brief...it goes beyond expressing that I can never return gratitude enough.

I could choose to let life just go on at an auto pilot rate...or crash things...but I want to see where things might go...life and living...