Ecclesiastes 5

"Talk is cheap, like daydreams and other useless activities. Fear God instead."
-Ecclesiastes 5:7

I don't know what part of my life isn't a daydream, a useless activity or just cheap talk that never leads anywhere.

I am so tired.
I feel so sick.

Jesus...what am I doing?
I don't really sleep and I feel like I'm wasting away.
So tired.
So hard to focus on the next step.
This "break" has blown by and I just do not know.

I want to love You but I'm so frightened.