I'm having so many scattered thoughts right now...I'm forgetting which way I was walking a moment ago. I'm ready for the pain to end and for some semblance of peace to come.

I don't want to pray right now.

I'm too upset and frustrated. It's like this rut...and the only way I see out is a way paved in angry and violence...it's hard to remember to even breath at times like this.

But hey you know...everything is alright.

Everything is okay.

Nothing is wrong here.

Everything is passing.