I would like to thank my favorite dentist for sending me this painfully funny summary about the formula used in writing House episodes:


http://www.cracked.com/blog/write-your-own-house-episode

If I see another advertisement for the movie 'Sorority Row' I'm going to have a freaking aneurysm.

"Rocket shuttered screamed and then fell away
Lift this juggernaut into the sky
Radio waves in the frozen night
Spelling "I miss you""

So apparently holding your breath for something that isn't likely to happen...is in fact a bad idea.

Who knew?

...my cat just walked up to me and hit my nose with his.

What sly cat behavior is this?

Also...I hate hospitals, insurance companies and doctors.

I do like rain, clouds and hugs.

Granted none of this makes sense when you blend it together into one topic...but the thought counts. What it counts as I have no flipping idea...but the numbers are going and someone needs to be jotting them down.

Hey you!

Are you keeping track of them?!?

How is Dane Cook considered to be funny?

I've seen car wrecks that contain more unintentional humor then I've ever seen him posses.

My math is spotty but I've crunched the numbers...the odds of any of this working out is astronomical...we shouldn't be...knowing one another...being able to exist...people overcoming selfishness long enough to do good and create...but the beauty is perhaps in how in the daily actions the impossible is overcome.

How often it is challenged and defeated.

That perhaps is a miracle.

Maybe the miracle we've been looking for.

"Everything is dying and we want something more."

"Ignoring you, I dance, oh I do,
Through magnificent realms, quite divine,
Stopping to see my face smiling at me,
For this is my life and my time,
What an arduous task, it proves such a feat to be only one of a kind,
Through the scenery slips through the spaces we meet,
Press forward and leave me behind,
What a child you are, for you look just like me,
Looking out for number one, I'm all that I have and all that I see,
Saved by the grace of the Son,
So shall we deny?
And rot as we die?
As I write a book about me,
My noble wealth of serving myself,
I am so selfish it's funny."

"You will never really go
You'll just think about it much but you'll need to know how the story ends,
so you'll sit around, even though you should just go
Tell your friends what you have heard, show them all the lies unlearned
And when you really go, you will really know you were never meant for earth
What's it worth?
If we're going to break it down with any logic, it's absurd

And no matter where we go, we are not alone
When the silence turns to cries of "Why?"
What a way to begin, we inherit sin"

Maybe I need a bit more humility.

Conflicting messages...overloaded pain receptors and the feelings of reality cracking along the path it had created.

Wow.

What next?

Sleep.

Maybe again.

I've tried watching House...but it just isn't entertaining anymore.
Maybe it's because I've spent so much fruitless time in hospitals...or being told I need a real life version of him to diagnose my issues.

Reality is a bit too cruel at times.

"I went out walking through streets paved with gold
Lifted some stones
Saw the skin and bones of a city without a soul
I went out walking under an atomic sky
Where the ground won't turn and the rain
It burns like the tears when I said goodbye"

Roses and Towers

Well one book left.

You know I don't like to argue but unless this book is an utter bomb then I have to disagree with your thoughts about the series being ho-hum.

Maybe I just get excited too easily but 'wow' is all I can say.

I'm sad because the book series is almost ending...and also because I am realizing that story telling isn't one of my primary gifts. It's there...and you're right I need to work on it...but at the same time like music it wasn't why I was put here. Two things I love with an endless obsession but not my chief reason for being.

I think we really know what that is all about.

Hrmm.

What is the expression?

'Long days and pleasant nights?'

Eh that will do for now.

"Love rescue me" - U2

Love rescue me
Come forth and speak to me
Raise me up and don't let me fall
No man is my enemy
My own hands imprison me
Love rescue me

Many strangers have I met
On the road to my regret
Many lost who seek to find themselves in me
They ask me to reveal
The very thoughts they would conceal
Love rescue me

And the sun in the sky makes a shadow of you and I
Stretching out as the sun sinks in the sea
I'm here without a name in the palace of my shame
Love rescue me

In the cold mirror of a glass
I see my reflection pass
I see the dark shades of what I used to be
I see the purple of her eyes
The scarlet of my lies
Love rescue me

And the sun in the sky makes a shadow of you and I
Stretching out as the sun sinks in the sea
I'm hanging on by my thumbs
I'm ready for whatever comes
Love rescue me

Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow
Yet I will fear no evil
I have cursed they rod and staff
They no longer comfort me
Love rescue me

I've conquered my past
The future is here at last
I stand at the entrance
To a new world I can see
The ruins to the right of me
Will soon have lost sight of me
Love rescue me

I sometimes get the distinct impression that a number of relationships I have established live and die based on how much I am needed.

I suppose that isn't very polite at all but when one spends the majority of his time in a room making calls and letters with no return...you start to wonder how many friendship's were either fragments of imaginations and how many are simply the paranoid delusions of an exhausted mind with such ill timing.

""There must be some way out of here," said the joker to the thief,"

Freaking.
Awesome.
Art.
Just saying.

That is the fourth time I've almost plummeted down a flight of stairs today. -_-

I'm almost frightened to say that physically I'm feeling better today than I have in a while.

I feel more than slightly terrible about that.

Long (but good) Article on the Evil's of Prayer in Public Schools

It's nice to see sane Christians who bother to read history:


http://www.wittenburgdoor.com/ultimate-word-school-prayer

It's the small things that do matter.

So of course I'm worried now.

Kicking self really hard for that oversight.