Horrifying Newsbyte

http://www.boston.com/news/nation/articles/2009/09/28/az_judge_to_decide_if_10_year_old_faces_rape_trial/

I post this for people to please pray for everyone involved...I don't have words that can express the outrage, sadness and pain I feel from reading this.

"Jesus can you take the time
To throw a drowning man a line
Peace on Earth
To tell the ones who hear no sound
Whose sons are living in the ground
Peace on Earth
Jesus sing a song you wrote
The words are sticking in my throat
Peace on Earth
Hear it every Christmas time
But hope and history won't rhyme
So what's it worth
This peace on Earth "
-U2, 'Peace on Earth'

"What if this whole crusade's
A charade
And behind it all there's a price to be paid
For the blood
On which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine?"

list of random cool words

-phooey
-existential
-quandary
-existential quandaries
-malevolence
-explosion
-awesomeness
-fallout
-philosophical tangents
-litmus
-escathology
-meh
-bleh
-cymbalta


ummm...maybe more to come...

"No One Like You" - The David Crowder Band

So much for sleep...just doesn't seem like it is coming anytime soon...

"My Alibi" - Blindside

I.
I would just like to slow dance.
Have this waltz across eternity.
Safe, saved in Your arms.
I.
Just I, want to feel You close,
hear your heart beating
and knowing the love
will be complete.

I'll check that as being several points in my favor.

My poor laptop is all but dead and now I think my desktop is deciding to die...is this a sign from up above?

=(

And last but not least...I did fifteen miles on the bikes.

I am dead.

It saddens me when the nicest thing I can think about someone is the hope that they get mauled by a pack of rabid badgers.

That work in progress actually looks kinda creepy...I mean that in a good way of course.

It's the kind of amazing that reaches out to say hello and goodnight.

It is quiet.

Too quiet.

Ah...sleep...I missed you.
Where did you go tonight?

Jesus...I think you must be smiling and laughing at how ridiculous this all is...thank you for silly music, for being able to laugh at myself and this eccentric cat that I keep getting into a meowing contest with.

Earlier tonight was so nice...I can't remmeber laughing so hard it hurt for a while...thanks for taking me by the hand and pulling me through...life is meant to be...like this...even with the bad.

Gratefulness.

I should...sleep...but...

There is just something inherently wrong with reading the Bible while listening to AC/DC's 'Highway to Hell'...>_>

All the same I'm still giggling. ^_^

Had Dr.Pepper for the first time in a week...ah beloved caffeine how I live to love thee...

I just realized my mother gave me a bottle of juice earlier tonight, that I drunk, which expired nearly six months ago. -_-

After a request to post some of the music I worked on back in school...I am horrified at how terrible some of it is.

I forgotten how bad I suck.

Luckily there are a few tracks I may upload to youtube...but there are some incredibly painful moments because some of these had to be done in just one take...and some of the backing vocals are ear bleeding bad.

Although...I must say I'm happy with the bass...my only area of real concern at the end of the day. ^_^

U2 - 'Pop' album download

http://www.filefront.com/14606645/Pop.rar

There you go.

Sorry I kept forgetting to put the link up.

Like I mentioned the other day you will REALLY want to get the actual album soon (none of that sissy Itunes download crap) because of the actual album and CD design...how it sort of homes in on the whole Pop art theme...which when you contrast with the actual content of the music you get this wall of deliberate irony working on several levels that I happen to find really mind blowing.

Some call it pretension but I call it mad genius.

The whole crux of their 90's material was the idea of information overload and with the albums 'Achtung Baby' and 'Zooropa' and the resulting tour managed to do just that...while breaking away from the whole mold of being the vagabond religious on a pilgrimage and became more of an onstage caricature of the message in the music.

Plus I love the use of Dada in the album art work of 'Achtung Baby'.

I'll never have enough money or time to get all the degrees or take all the classes I want to...but I want to take a few more Art History classes...it help makes much more sense out of life and culture.

Okay I'll curtail my U2 fanboyism before I make some retch.

^_^

But I still hold to the opinion that not liking U2 means not having taste...oh snap...yes.

I.

Just.

Went.

There.

>_>

"So love is hard and love is tough
But love is not what you're thinking of
September, streets capsizing
Spilling over, down the drain
Shards of glass, splinters like rain
But you could only feel your own pain
October, talk getting nowhere
November, December
Remember, are we just starting again

Please, please, please
Get up off your knees
Please, please, please
Please
So love is big, it's bigger than us
But love is not what you're thinking of
It's what lovers deal, it's what lovers steal
You know I found it hard to recieve
'Cause you, my love, I could never believe"

Oh...and I'll...'psychosomatic' you!

It's weird.

I bike ten miles while feeling like crap and I feel like more crap except it's like a better crap.

I'm still hurting, dizzy, nauseated and tasting metal...but overall I feel more relaxed and less like I'm dying.

And...this is how addictive my personality is...I've never smoked but I want to.
What the heck?
This second hand smoke shall be the death of me! -_-

*sigh*

I really need to work on being a nice person for once...

I just smacked myself in the face with the dvd/cd collections of Billy Joel and Barry Manilow...ouch... x_x