Amazing how I can do everything except for that which I truly want to do.

Life isn't a black and white...right or wrong sort of thing...but trying to understand my own thoughts, emotions, wants, needs...everything, any of it...is just so confusing...and painful.

Why do I always want to run away?
Hide away and not look back?
Lock myself away inside my own mind...and letting everything else slip?


Being human...is far too complicated.