Galatians 4

"And that’s the way it was with us before Christ came. We were like children; we were slaves to the basic spiritual principles of this world.

And because we are his children, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, prompting us to call out, “Abba, Father.” Now you are no longer a slave but God’s own child. And since you are his child, God has made you his heir."
-Galatians 4:3, 6-7

Reading this sort of thing is hard.
Hard because I am not allowed to hate or look down on myself.
As much as I really just...don't like myself, God does.

God loves me.
God longs to know me.
God wants my attention.
God wants my love to be given to Him.

More than just some sorry attempt at covering my bases and spiritual leanings...but love, mad and divine love which goes beyond my ability to grasp.

It's frustrating and yet...still so wonderful.
So amazing.
So beyond my words.
Beyond any ability of mine to express.