I sometimes wonder if it is silly...silly that I want to learn to love others with the same reckless abandonment of Jesus.

Even those who have caused damage to my soul.
Even those who hurt my beloved.
Even those who prey on the innocent.

Those who I judge as being inferior and unworthy of love are the ones I want to learn how to love the most because Jesus died for them just as much as he did for me...and loves them, even though they may never hope to believe he does.

What little I understand...that I can grasp...I am fumbling and dropping the ball, failing and making mistakes...I am on the right path...I have forgot what peace beyond understanding is like.

Everything, yeah everything...it's going to be okay.
Peace in this eternity.