Somethings...someone I do miss...and conversations, joy and life...

It feels as though the day is stretching on and night may last forever.

But...eternity...if nothing else will be a long enough time to catch up.

I do miss the true honesty...not abrasive berating for its own sake...or self motivated righteousness seeking things I can't defend...or just me being on trial for being the fool I am...but the love that grows between two souls sharing life.

It's good to know I can feel.
The pain will pass.
The beauty will grow.
Everything worthwhile will bloom.

Such wonder, such greatness...revealed to one as me?
Such a paradox.
But such beauty.