Considering how everything is going...that wasn't totally unexpected...but as callous as this sounds I have more important things to deal with at this moment.

The terrible poetry will follow at some later date...for now I have research for school, for science and for my personal walk to focus on.

I have no clue where I am going...but despite how unloving, apathetic and how much of a mercenary I am...I have a God that sees something worth redeeming in me and using.

Thanks again.