*sigh*

You know...I really shouldn't ask for someone's input...their thoughts about...if I really am not ready to hear the worst.

It's silly...it is stupid to put so much stock in people.
It is silly, it is stupid to just believe and hope like that.
Faith is everything
and the sound of a heart breaking,
with the paint flowing
maybe just bleeding across your TV screen.

And really...yes it is hyperbole,
it is emotions revealing
it's heart
and it's disgusting
just a bit revolting
as we all hear what we want to be.

You're everything
just like I am nothing
baptized in the blood
of our self righteous murders,
killing the hope.

I hope my heresy doesn't hurt
or cause more to bleed.
We all are liars,
adulterers,
and murderers.
The absolute scum of the world
and yet...

Faith dictates Christ's love
in such incomprehensible means.
Mystic as it is knowledgeable.
Unreasonable wrapped in a vision
of blessed hope...

Maybe just maybe
you might believe
I might be of worth
with me just being me.