I can't remember why...

I need help to even be able to think of why I should wake up...why I am fighting.

I feel...I feel...is that part of the problem?
Seeing those who hurt...it's like it is pulled into my soul...

I'm so tired...so tired...

I'm trying to smile but I'm so tired and I ache so badly right now...

Jesus...please do not leave me here with myself as my only companion.