I was never aware of doubt being able to feel although it was so physically tangible.

What is this madness which possess my soul with fright?

What is this decaying feeling, this fear which clouds my mind, my soul and my very being?

What is this and whence did it come? How long to endure this mockery of a soul? This decaying principle which is nothing but a reminder of the lack of life?

I need help...I need strength...my soul is perishing in the midst of the pain of body and mind. I am alone in isolation only because of fear and my inability to accomplish something so minute.