Nothing works to shut voices inside me up.

I'm tired of being so human that it hurts and I am full of physical, mental, spiritual and emotional pain.

I wish I wasn't so confused about who I am, who others are, so awkward about sexuality, so awkward about just being myself...and being around people and even knowing them.

I get so frustrated I want to scream.

I'm okay really...but it is so hard to just be ME. To exist as I am for my own sake, even with knowing a deeper love...I just long to be accepted and wanted for who I am.