It is not enough to just be enamored with the thought of you...what is the point if there is no closure...no moving a step into you...being captured by that love and by your very life?

I want to run, I want to hide. I want to tear down the walls that hold me inside.

I'm sick of the weakness in me that acts like a cancer, slowly eating at my soul, chewing on me, devouring the parts of me that retain sanity.

Could you help me to loose this part about me, forget the parts I make matter about me? Rip me out of my setting and place me in your own?