Balance is so...hard.
I know ideas of what healthy is, could and should be...but why, what and how?
Seeing what is good and becoming better is harder by the breath.
What mattered.... And what matters are two different world but I do know they are real.
I'm not sure about what thoughts and emotions are real but I do know matter itself is.
And if i am able to think myself into a hole that means I can climb out of it and find my way to a healthy place.
So in short...screw you fake reality!
I reject you and shall substitute my own.
Albeit more realistic and healthy.