I never knew such joy was possible.

My heart feels as though it might burst from the love that you have poured into it Daddy...and just giving me the blessing of knowing her.

Even if somehow...someway...everything was taken away tomorrow I would grieve...but still this joy would remain beyond any pain...because blessed is your name, you give and take away but blessed be you for being so beautiful, so wonderful and so amazing to such an undeserving people and one like I.

Please nurture my faith so I can become stronger and not repeat the sins and mistakes of the past...I want to be able to help and not hurt...I want to be open and honest...not just stagnating in religion.




"Come and find me on this floor
I am only a half, truth be told
Take away all the distance and say:
"my beloved, I’m here, and now you are whole"
If I turn and see your eyes in the dark I will know the blue in an instant
Never have they gone so far
Never has your face been distant
My life I will give you like a verse and a ring
I will be your only one
And what you ask of me will be yours until all is said and done

Your heart is a song that I hear Jesus sing
It comes over oceans to me
And the notes spell out messages in vibrant streams
And what’s written you show only me

But if you can’t close up all the gaps tonight
Put me to bed in your way
You see right through everything I am
For you my insides are displayed
Sing me to sleep my beautiful one
I will love only you for all time
Sing me to sleep my only one
With promises that you are all mine

Be still my heart, I hear your back cracking
It sounds like music to me
I see your face and I can hardly breath
It looks just like a song to me"

"Woke up this morning
And I just had to thank God for my life"