Saturday, July 18, 2009

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I think I just stumbled...yeah stumbled into you...

"Feel Good Inc" - Gorillaz

Compromising Thoughts

It is annoying how this vow...this promise...is almost a noose around me...not a bit guiding me but something that starts to choke me when I try to run.

Divine Love, so intoxicating...incomparable and no person can hope to understand.

I feel it in music...this rage...this desire; all of these revised and revived intoxicating lies mixed with hope.

It's so easy to step out of my skin on here and be a stranger...it's a refuge of sort...but I forget who I am, who the real me is outside of these false identities.

I wish i could rip my heart out so I could just give it to You fully, no more lies...no more fallacy driven compromise.
You really should sing angel, sing through your uncompromisable compromise.

What does it mean to be human?
Really human?
What has defined the terms?
How did You expect things to fall?

I'm tired of existential dread.
Will you let me cash it in with my desires in exchange for blood?
I hate dreams. Vivid dreams.

I wish people never came here so I could into the horrifying details.

Oie.