I wish the 'right' thing was easier...whatever it is.

I hate decisions involving other people...it always means something bad must happen...something wrong or upsetting.

"October" and "New Year's Day" Live at Red Rocks - U2

"So Great A Salvation" - The OC Supertones

Woke up this morning
And I just had to thank God for my life
Just read through James' book
Start to pray and ask God for a wife
It's a time of devotion
As I sit and speak to my God unseen
Why should He listen?
Well I love Him and He's in love with me

Why me God? Why should You choose me?

On your team God, can You use even me?

I think a few years back
On a road that headed to nowhere
Now that You found me
I can see that You were always there
So great a salvation
But to You my Jesus what am I worth?
It's quiet times like this
I feel I get a glimpse of Heaven right here on earth

Why me God? Why should You choose me?

On your team God, can You use even me?

Oh, hold me in your arms of love
Sometimes I swear I feel your heartbeat
I could never ever thank You enough
But here's my life for whatever it's worth

If I had to have picked an imaginary friend it never would have been Jesus.

Thanks for choosing me...none of it makes that much sense...but when has love ever made sense? Especially coming from an eternal perspective.