Friday, January 31, 2014

Past and Now

Why must so many memories persist?
Being here in Jacksonville is such a mixed bag.

Beauty, pain, love, lies, betrayal... Reminders that humans are in fact human and the word Love is just a word.

We give words their meanings by their actions.
If my life is to have any worth I have to make that choice for myself and my God, is it excruciating


I am still looking.

I have refused to yield to the Reaper.

That may be my strongest words so far.

One day I will have more answers.

One day soon.


Friday, January 24, 2014

I gotta admit that I'm a little bit confused.
Sometimes it seems to me as if I'm just being used.
Gotta stay awake, gotta try and shake off this creeping malaise.
If I don't stand my own ground, how can I find my way out of this

Deaf, dumb, and blind, you just keep on pretending
That everyone's expendable and no-one has a real friend.
And it seems to you the thing to do would be to isolate the winner
And everything's done under the sun,
And you believe at heart, everyone's a killer.

Monday, January 20, 2014

I miss you.

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

So it seems cold affect Rhuemtoid Arthritis.