Sunday, February 16, 2014

Life without hope is not life - it is nothing but a poorly disguised farce.  

Friday, February 7, 2014

I have to wonder who, what, where, when and how?

Just give your Judas kiss and let us dance this dance already.
To see so many variables flitter about in possibility and see the lone singular arise as lone and curious and strangely comforting.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Hi enemy.
Please douse yourself in liberal amounts of my apathy and general ignoring 

And occasional rolled eyes and muttered prayer. 

Monday, February 3, 2014

Stars and Light

To see such a sea,
endless waves
an oceans of stars
burning so bright.

How i wish you could see
that we could join hands.
But alas,
some things
are not meant to be.

Sunday, February 2, 2014

I miss having my Kitsune in my life...I hooe things reaolve and we can speak again soon.

Saturday, February 1, 2014

A mile marker indicating I have not and refuse to yield and die.  

Friday, January 31, 2014

Past and Now

Why must so many memories persist?
Being here in Jacksonville is such a mixed bag.

Beauty, pain, love, lies, betrayal... Reminders that humans are in fact human and the word Love is just a word.

We give words their meanings by their actions.
If my life is to have any worth I have to make that choice for myself and my God, is it excruciating


I am still looking.

I have refused to yield to the Reaper.

That may be my strongest words so far.

One day I will have more answers.

One day soon.


Friday, January 24, 2014

I gotta admit that I'm a little bit confused.
Sometimes it seems to me as if I'm just being used.
Gotta stay awake, gotta try and shake off this creeping malaise.
If I don't stand my own ground, how can I find my way out of this

Deaf, dumb, and blind, you just keep on pretending
That everyone's expendable and no-one has a real friend.
And it seems to you the thing to do would be to isolate the winner
And everything's done under the sun,
And you believe at heart, everyone's a killer.

Monday, January 20, 2014

I miss you.

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

So it seems cold affect Rhuemtoid Arthritis.