"How joyful are those who fear the Lord—
all who follow his ways!
You will enjoy the fruit of your labor.
How joyful and prosperous you will be!"
I have to ask...what am I doing wrong?
Is it me being cynical?
Not willing to be nice enough?
I do not enjoy suffering and pain God.
I would like to do things...and well nice things to happen.
What can I do differently?
I don't think it's just a psychological change needed and I want to do the right thing.
And the right thing regardless.
Today is going to be long, painful and challenging.
Please help me to keep a positive attitude, as much of a smile as possible, a willingness to go above and beyond and ultimately remember that Your Love for me is greater than these fleeting pains I will experience every day of my life.
You are beautiful.
A matchless Love and Beauty beyond my comprehension.
Hope beyond hope.
Beauty beyond Beauty.
It is all just one day at a time and I want to be lost in this Love.
Thank You for loving, rescuing, saving and wanting me.
I love You.
Thank You for loving me.