"That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try"

>_< ZOMG pain!!!

Moogle.

That is all.

Mostly.

I wish I could give you the positive change you want to see so bad...but the best I can do right now is just take a step...left, right, left right...hoping I am heading in the right way.

Things are always changing...there is beauty to behold...and we're all heading in some direction, there is confusion...I'm so tired.

Maybe I am getting better...at least that would explain why I am sleeping so much lately...just the pain is still worrisome.

Maybe the doctors can fix my body...maybe even bits of my mind too...it's just between the Great Physician and myself to do some needed work on spirit improvement...walking forward and not holding back...being terrified of change and of the past.

Things are so vivid...so ever changing.
I want, need, hope...so desperately...
Everything human...

Words fail me.
As of late they often have...

Peace tomorrow, maybe the sun will rise on churches and inspire new hope.
The energy drain of the humidity and heat may be going...coolness is a welcome change.

Fall is my season, the season of change, where things become brown and colored and colder and darker.

October, November, December...such hope for you all this year...

Hope.
Hope?
Hope.