Shallow bitter shame.

Fundamentalism is going to give me an aneurysm.

Wait...that just rhymed.

o_o

Psalm 86

"But you, O Lord,
are a God of compassion and mercy,
slow to get angry
and filled with unfailing love and faithfulness.
Look down and have mercy on me.
Give your strength to your servant;
save me, the son of your servant.
Send me a sign of your favor.
Then those who hate me will be put to shame,
for you, O Lord, help and comfort me."
-Psalm 86:15-17

I don't know what to write...a mixture of the highest highs and the lowest lows.
Heaven and Hell in my soul right now.

I want to do the right thing by all people...but it isn't possible...

Love.
Hope.
Peace.
Dear God increase.

Mercy, blessed mercy in this night.