Monday, June 14, 2010

Wow...that was senselessly melodramatic.
I just haven't slept in a while.
Close to a day and a half.
I can feel my chest starting to collapse from the failed efforts of an exhausted heart.
It may have been stupid to even try but I REFUSE to believe that hoping was in and of itself stupid.

That was the old me.

He is dead.

I will hope, I will dare to dream and even if it doesn't happen now...one day when everything is made new...I'll see you.