Can't sleep...rest...or relax...stress, pain, worry, fear, self hate...this whole school thing is just screwed up.

Life...is just...is so much more than just a grade or doing something to make people happy...I just want to feel that I am not a complete failure...I need to feel loved and wanted...I don't like feeling so empty and useless.

...so that is what the sound of my dreams crashing into the ground and exploding sound like...ah...just checking...