Yes or No

Vivid.
Vicious visceral intent.
Mind traps.
Redundancy.
Simplicity.

Forgoing freedom for slavery.
Forgetting and breaking down.
Every little thing added.

Reciprocation, if only in lies.
Realization all is here and gone.

Yes and No.
You knew it was this way.
Always.

"Hurt" - Nine Inch Nails

More.
Nightmares.
Thank.
You.
Jesus.

So freaking swell of you.

*sigh*

I hate loosing...and...it's not like 'true love' actually exists anyways...

God I feel physically sick from how bad the nightmares are...I feel like my soul is being ripped apart...