I'm in some of the worst pain yet...and to top it off I missed U2's performance at the Grammys.

Go figure.

I'm feeling a bit tired with some hope going about somewhere.
But other times I feel so false and fake.
Paper thin and unable to make it.

I think I have discovered the end of despair but this world is good at fooling you. Is the problem seeing too much of myself when I should see more?

Perhaps, perhaps. Narcissism is a word at the top of my vocabulary.

Thankfully there is more than me, much more than me.

I'm not sure how I am feeling.
Right now at least.