Sunday, October 26, 2008

I'm too tired to keep trying to be clever.

What I need is an escape from this...prison of self.

This horrible amount of self hating and self deceiving mass of indulging weakness of my heart. Love? I never it but I need it.
I really hate mirrors because it seems every time I see one I just happen to keep seeing this guy I hate.
You know I'm worried you don't care anymore...you don't remember me or even think about me.

Oh well...
Coffee and U2 are amazing.

There is the combination of the caffeinated high with the heavenly melodies of the song 'City of Blinding Lights'.