Sunday, September 21, 2008

Yeah...you may hate me but I promise that nothing you ever say or do will ever match the absolute revulsion I feel every day at the self awareness of my own existence.
Item number two - Nightmares.

Why? Just honestly...why?!?

I wish I didn't have them and wish I had someone I could trust to talk to right now.
Dear God;

Considering I doubt you are overly busy with having numerous people complain about the same different and boring things I decided to keep this short and to the point.

Sexuality was about the single most idiotic thing you EVER came up with.

Seriously.

Love;
-Matt
Sometimes it just feels really good to know I have given in and given up in every way, to know defeat and to know it never mattered in the first place.